God you are calling me
Calling me for a purpose
Calling me to be something new
I am scared
So scared of failing
I know you say its okay to fail
What if it’s not okay with me?
I don’t want to fail
How do I change me?
Sounds so easy just change myself
Allow “me” to fail and be okay with it
I have to accept “me”
Not just for what I can do but also for what I can’t do
I have known failure for so long
He has been a close friend of mine
You would think I would be used to him
I expect failure to show up that is why I’m scared
I know the pain that comes with being his friend
He is invited to every new circumstance
That is why I hate new things
What if I make success my new friend
Failure doesn’t show up when success is there
What if I expect success to appear?
I can pretend I do and hope beyond hope that something
Bigger than me is at work here
I can expect success to show up
God doesn’t let failure in his house
God’s made his home in me so failure can’t sneak in anymore
Success is my new friend!